She’s asleep on my arm right now, but rather than wake her I’ll just try to quietly press these keys with one hand.
You know for a while I have been trying to come up with something to write but I couldn’t really come up with a topic, so I just chose to write about what was on my mind. Which always seemed to be this red haired beauty curled up on the floor with me.
I don’t know how to really describe what I feel towards her. She’s become my best friend, my definition of “love & independent dependence”, as well as hope. I just had given up thinking that she could exist.
Yet somehow she’s here, resting comfortably like it’s the most natural thing in the world. I never go a day without being so thankful to be her companion. She made it to me as fast as she could and she had her share of bumps along the way.
Despite all of this, two souls who both had found no need for putting themselves through the tiring terrible effort of starting a relationship, decided to start a real relationship.
But it’s shown that it won’t be easy. We’ve seen what disagreements can be like. But we make it through them because regardless of how individually focused we can be we still want to be together.
I’m happy to be me, and I’m still so happy on my own.
But ever since I met her, I haven’t felt alone.